{"id":4876,"date":"2012-01-10T10:00:24","date_gmt":"2012-01-10T15:00:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/?p=4876"},"modified":"2012-01-10T10:00:24","modified_gmt":"2012-01-10T15:00:24","slug":"the-older-i-get","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/?p=4876","title":{"rendered":"The older I get"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The less likely I am to be surprised by anything. Once in a while, though, because of a lifetime of experiences good or bad, a bunch of individual thought legos snap together in a way they never did before, and instead of a handful of caltrops, they merge and become a structure with meaning and sense. <\/p>\n<p>A recent snide comment (Deleted summarily; if you want to discuss something here that&#8217;s fine but if you&#8217;re gonna be an ass you pixies get thrown out through the door or through the window) by a past commenter about the occasion of death made me think of something in a way I never thought before, and though it is a simple concept it took a morning&#8217;s woolgathering for it to assemble itself in my head. <\/p>\n<p>I have never personally known a violent anti-theist who did not have something bad going on. I had been under the impression that they just had strong opinions on the subject, but as I drove to work this morning I reflected on the seven or eight vocal anti-theists I have known well (at least, more than casual acquaintence) there is a patricide, a child molester, an abuser of women, a harpy whose extramarital affairs are legendary, and people who have done far worse things.  There was only one I knew who didn&#8217;t have one of those skeletons in her closet, and she recently passed; ater her passing I learned- quite accidentally- of her &#8220;skeleton&#8221;. Yikes. <\/p>\n<p>I also know people who have done those things who are devout and faithful; it clearly isn&#8217;t the actions that cause the anti-theism. <\/p>\n<p>It made me wonder: Is the anti-theism a wish, a dream that their actions, their immorality, their hatred will have no consequences?  I pondered that a good deal this AM. The pieces fit together pretty well. I&#8217;mna have to spend some more time looking at this. <\/p>\n<p>As someone who spends a lot of time looking at patterns, this is a behavioral pattern that does not surprise me, not a bit. But it does enlighten me. If your &#8220;belief&#8221; that there can be no redemption from your transgression is stronger than your faith can ever be, I can see how you&#8217;d want to destroy God with your words. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The less likely I am to be surprised by anything. Once in a while, though, because of a lifetime of experiences good or bad, a bunch of individual thought legos snap together in a way they never did before, and instead of a handful of caltrops, they merge and become a structure with meaning and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4876","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4876","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4876"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4876\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4876"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4876"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neanderpundit.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4876"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}