of letting my fists speak for me. I also have a history of doing very bad things. And I am very, very good at what I do.

I have to remember as I see the cars with the Obama stickers on them, to keep my cool. I have to remember that I have put all that behind me. I have to force myself not to follow those people home and re educate them. I spend a lot of time praying for the strength to keep being able to stop myself from doing something stupid. I do not have what ordinary people call a conscience so this is an effort of sheer will, for me. Keep a happy thought that you do not see me on the evening news, ever.