My own bit of stolen valor

Walking through the parking lot of a WalMart one day last year, a woman parked her car and left it running, an old gentleman sitting in the passenger seat.

He looked like he was having a bad day. His newer jacket was covered with old patches, lovingly resewn, and he had a hat with a military insignia I didn’t recognize.

If I had to guess it was a woman taking her father for his day out of the home- or maybe picking up his meds.

I got his attention, and though I am a career civillian, I gave him the snappiest salute I could muster.

He smiled. he straightened up in his seat a bit and adjusted hs jacket, and returned the salute.

I have mixed feelings, even now, about saluting, not having ever served I technically don’t qualify to do even that- but it clearly improved his day, and if I can do that for him, it was, to me, worth it.

For all of those who served, the very best thanks I can give you is to try to live my life well.

The kind of shit I’m doing here

is pretty dull and drab. Compared to what I’m used to, this is all no-brain stuff.

However.

To the people I’m working with, it is almost indistinguishable from magic. I have a fucking entourage, futhuchrissakes. I feel like Siegfried. or maybe Roy. Minus the tigers and buttsecs.

No rest for the wicked.

Stuck in a hotel room working bizarro hours for a major manufacturer means a lot of sitting around while the cleaning staff scream “put some pants on, you freak” and then wandering out to the car to put on my ice-cold safety glasses and scream, repeat with hearing protection, and move on. Then spend 8 hours in the plant having the very marrow of my soul removed painfully.

The occasional tiny victory, when someone begins to understand something, helps, but I wouldn’t say it makes it all worthwhile.

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