aside from the usual foulness and snark, a thick, salty wanderlust.

From the moment I was old enough to move on my own, I always wanted to be elsewhere. I wanted to be in motion, and i little cared where that motion would lead.

I have anchored myself firmly to a family, and nothing will change that, but the type of job I do, travelling to a different place every week, sometimes sleeping in a different state each night, attenuates the wanderlust. I also have the opportunity to wander further at times, I have set foot on a couple different continents, and it felt good, felt right.

I often think that in the october of my life, if I make it that long, when the Oglet has moved on to her own life and family, when the Ogwife is sick to death of the stink of me, I think I might throw a pack in the back of the truck and drive until I can go no more, get on a plane or a boat and go further, possibly even strap my big ass to a rocket just to get off the planet, if only for an hour.

None of this has ever been a running away; I’m perfectly happy with the place I am and the places I’ve been, but the desire to go places, to see new things, to drink in the smells and sights and sounds of new vistas no matter how mundane, is as strong in me as the urge to mate.