I know, and it’s not out of lack of desire, I’m just swamped.

I’m also tired. Tired of the bullshit going on, tired of the people who are all about liberty as long as it’s for people they approve of, tired of people who have no faith telling me I’m doing it wrong, tired of the Christian bashing by the enlightened people who have escaped the bonds of religion (Yeah, that. Good lord, I’m tired of that) Tired of people who don’t have a clue. Which is just about everyone. Tired of people who aren’t gay telling me that gay people just want to be happy, tired of gay people that don’t know me from adam telling me I’m bad because I hate them.

So I do what I can where I can. Lord, make me an instrument of your will. I know exactly how terrible that prayer is, in the true meaning of terrible.